I must be crazy.. Left the house at 520 today just because I want to avoid my father. Giving up free rides and breakfast every morning. What to do? I still can’t get over the quarrel and things he said. Travelling on his car will be weird and uncomfortable. I know that doing this will lead to me travelling to camp myself every morning from now on and it’s stupid. He said he never like eating breakfast with me then wouldn’t every morning be such a pain? I might as well travel myself.

Only problem now would be money issues like transport fees and breakfast money. Sucks man why can’t they pay us more. I thought meeting my friends at tampines before travelling down would be good for company and it’s one straight ride but it seems there’s too many things on my mind I simply can’t fall aslp on the train. If that’s the case I tink I’ll revert to training from sengkang as I can wake up later and minus away the bus journey. How long will this last?

It’s been awhile again since I last wrote anything here. Life is boring in army and everyday just repeats itself : book in , book out , Repeat. Haha hopfully sept 2010 comes soon. Tts gonna take real long. I miss school life alot and maybe I should really give university a try? Or maybe I’m just trying to avoid responsibilities … Lazy me. Haha

I need to grow up! Start planning and preparing for my future! Looking at da always make me painfully aware that I’m not ready to go out to work and I’m just a slacker.. Wake up boy wake up.

Seriously recently Im beginning to realize the need for me to brush up on my english and some general knowledge. Among the runners I’m probably the only Chinese speaking person. All of them are the more ang mo type of people. Well it’s not that my english is that pathetic but I just can’t express my thoughts as properly when talking with people like them this creating misunderstandings when I say things without thinking it thru properly. I properly need to brush up on communicating skills too. It seriously out of place when i’m around them. Hopefully I’ll have a change of workplace soon.

My parents are going to attend a funeral wake later. A family friend just committed suicide leaving behind his wife and two kids , one of them same age as me. This is such a sad thing to happen. It is sad that these people could find the courage to leap off the building but couldn’t find the courage to continue on with life and face their problems. The problems don’t get solved when they die, these people only escaped their troubles and leave a big burden behind for their loved ones… So sad .. I wish that those left behind will move on and be happy soon.

Good morning everybody!! Ok I’m really bored sitting on the sofa waiting for my dad to be ready to go to work. Haha hope it’ll be a nice and smooth day today. Agh.. I wanna go back to slp ~

It’s another rainy day today..work is fine and we had buffet for lunch !! It was nice but I’m having serious stomach ache and diarroeha now so maybe it wasn’t as good as I thought it was.. It’s been raining alot recently many people are falling sick so to all my dear friends, please do take care of yourselves!! Hmm my poor baby and her students had their zoo trip postponed due to the heavy rain. I bet those poor little kids were very disappointed.

Life goes on as an ooc and health
Is just not as good as it should be for someone my age. Been having asthma attacks recently ever since my experience with dengue . well, dengue is not the cause of the attacks but it did lowered my immune system and weaken my body alot till I’m getting attacks again. Sianz .

Counting down the days to my 21st birthday and I guess for now my greatest wish is for good health and good luck for a good posting =)

Oh ya I shall also be thickskin abit by saying that if anyone wanna get me presents but dunno was to buy can ask me =X cause I think there’s quite a few things that I wan ! Hehe

Hehe it’s been awhile since I last blog hmm ever since I got into the army… Especially since my course at the place near SDC . BUT now I’m free to blog

Why ?that is because I caught dengue and my health have been plunging down ever since..so yep I’m outta course and is 8 to 5 ~!!! Haha will be so for awhile and hopefully it’s permanent…

So now first entry after so long and I’m writing it using my I touch on the wordpress app so I hope it turns out rite on the com later so yup. that’s all for now =)

First of all! i POP lo. YAY~! POP POP POP POP POP POP POP looOOooooOOooO~~

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yesh~  yea i p.o.p a few days ago and after that days were spent in sch to help out at Foreign Bodies’ dance production~ yup help out over there except for yesterday when im down with serious sore eyes. very sian abt it  but yea its recovering and its quite interesting to see my whole eye red..seriously whole eye very red.

FB’s first ever production was a success a good lesson and learning experience for all of us consider that the whole production is totally done by the students and club members. Big applause to jin wen and his team of wonderful ppl who make the show what it is. dope~~ 

Hopefully i will be able to participate next year ~ aiz provided i can take time off from ns.. -.- kinda impossible ah.. SIAN 

haha wadever it is, IM ON LEAVE NOW!~ Almost 2 weeks of peaceful , fun, relaxing civilian life. omg. loving it. woo~~

yo hi everyone.. its been a long while since i blogged. Been busy in army and everytime i book out , blogging isnt exactly at the first half of the to do list so i kinda skipped it all these while so yup. Time really flies and bmt is almost ending le . Fb production is coming up too… sounds exciting. Recently im beginning to miss dance more and more, probably because i tink my leg has recovered alot…thanks to my physical trainin in army i guess. yup see how..hopefully can try again. 

so yea just went to the dentist with my baby today. She had to remove her wisdom tooth. the process was swift and good except for the part where she try to swallow her painkillers and other pills. Very funny. She doesnt like swallowing pills so she ended up pouting at the pills and being angry at it . LOL! o well. POP is coming up so yea man . Block Leave~! wahahhahahahahaha